I deleted you

I’m done being understanding.

I’m done waiting.

I’m done being patient and polite when all I feel like doing is calling you out on your bullshit.

I’m done being your doormat.

I’m done absorbing your negativity and worries without any reciprocation.

I’m just so done.

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The glorification of stupidity

Cause – Miley cyrus, twerking, AND THOSE GODDAMN SHORTS.

( Oh you shut your damn mouth, everyone knows that no one had sex before miley cyus, twerking or the invention of shorts)

EFFECT – Teenage pregnancy

Pre exam anxiety

I really thought I had this problem beat by now.  Turns out, I don’t. I go through two phases. The first is one of extreme complacency- just cruising along, not getting much done but somehow confident that it’ll be fine.  And the second is one of extreme anxiety and stress – And I make it…

STEP 1 

I’m finally taking the plunge. I’m giving the step 1 along with final year.  Holy shit. I can already forsee all the relentless pressure and tension.  But this time, I’m not going to compromise my health. Usually, I study like a beast and then eat my stress in the form of the junk food. Then…

Determination 

This exam has got me so goddamn terrifed it’s ridiculous. It’s not that I’m a stranger to hard work!  I’m not.  But the fact that you can only give it once, has got me so gun shy. I keep going back and forth whether THIS is the right time to give it. Should I delay…

Losing friends

These last two months have been extremely difficult and weird.  It’s been so bizarre because suddenly out of the blue, almost overnight; I lost three amazing friends. They had to leave college rather suddenly and it just sent the rest of us into shock. I think for atleast a month I cried relentlessly and at…

Introspection 

2016 is almost over, and I’ve never been more unhappy with myself.  Whether it’s the weight or my work in college, I really feel like I’ve let myself down, tremendously. I feel like I’ve been doing that for a while.  I’ve been stuck in this rut, almost like I’m in a bubble! I can see…

Tough week

Usually, I hate posting about this stuff, because anytime I do come back to these posts, I have major cringe attacks at how lame this stuff seems (in the future obviously).

There’s something to be said for perspective.

‘Terrifyingly honest’ – first post

A classmate of mine, was playing this game ( quite horrible, now that you think about it) and pointing at all the rest of the kids and labelling us as
‘fat’
‘thin’
‘thin’
‘fat’

You get the gist.